i know i said i was over you.

that i didn't think about you anymore.

that you were just water under the bridge.

that my heart was already fixed.

that everything we've ever shared was history.

that i was ready to start all over.

but.

truth is that i can't forget about you.

that your smile haunts me wherever i go.

that your eyes are the only ones i see in darkness.

that you are everything i think about all day and all night.

that i can't imagine my future without you with me.

that you are both the best and worst thing that's ever happened to me.

but.

i still love you.

i still want you to be mine forever and ever.

i want you to hold me while i cry.

i want to share my happiness by your side.

i wanna be the reason why you smile.

i want you to fall in love with me again.